At my doctors appointment this week he said that we've made it to the point now that if I was to go into labor she is full term and we wouldn't stop it. Isn't that nuts?!?! It's so strange it really does seem like I just found out that this whole crazy journey was starting. I'm getting excited, her room is ready, she has more clothes than she will probably be able to wear, I've finished birthing classes, packed my hospital bag well sort of that seems to be what's tripping me up...I've never been a good packer and considering I've never done this before I'm unsure of what I need. I can't believe this is really happening. Soon there will be a little person here...I wonder what she will look like and who she will act like (for her sake I hope she gets her Daddy's temperament).
I go through phases on on hand this is something I've always wanted, I have a wonderful husband and it's an exciting new chapter and I can't wait for her to get here....on the other hand some days I feel like I'm about to jump off a cliff. I know most first time moms probably feel this way, I'm just having a little anxiety about it all.
I am just trying to look forward to Mac getting home and not focus on the anxiety. He is such a rock for me! I just think everything will go smoother if he gets home in time. Only about 3 weeks left....everyone keeps saying that Isabella will wait for him I hope they are right...I know he wants to be here too! I'm lucky I have such an amazing husband he's going to be a great Daddy!!
Well I'm going to try and sleep now that I've spilled all my crazy thoughts out here! Haha have a good night everyone!
