It's a month since I've blogged wow time is flying by! I'm sitting here watching Isabella play with her new doll...it's crazy to me that she is already so big...she is cooing now all the time and it's the sweetest sound I've ever heard! Last week she tricked me and slept through the night all week and now shes back to waking up once...I know I shouldn't complain about waking up only once but that taste of sleeping through the night again was nice!
She is getting her own little personality now...her newest trick is to arch her back when she doesn't want to get in her car seat....OH NO the attitude begins hahaha I had the week off this week and it was so nice to spend time with her...makes me a little bummed about going back to work next week. I'm so thankful that I have such a happy baby....
One thing I've been struggling with this week is getting defensive. I don't know if this is normal or not...but when I'm at home and Isabella gets fussy or cries it doesn't bother me at all, she has the sweetest little cry so at home I find myself laughing at how cute her cry is....however when I'm out somewhere even just at my parents house I feel myself getting very anxious whenever she cries or gets fussy. It's bizarre she's 3mo old of course she's not going to be perfect all the time (even though I'm pretty lucky with how good she is) It's just the strangest feeling it's like when she starts to cry I feel like everyone is judging my Mommy skills...I know that's probably crazy but I can't help but feel that way...I know that it's doesn't help her being upset either...she can totally sense that I'm starting to panic and then she just gets more upset....hopefully I can calm my anxiety because it's not a fun feeling!!
The picture in this post was taken with my friends camera...and now I've decided my simple point and shoot isn't doing my adorable little baby justice so now I'm on a mission for a new camera...any recommendations?
