Tuesday, December 3, 2013

3rd Birthday Letter



Isabella Jo Castioni Lynn---I'm already smiling because this is what you are currently calling yourself if you ask what your whole name is....the things you come up with.  So I've started this tradition of writing you a letter on your Birthday I feel like I am probably repeating myself but wouldn't let myself go back and read what I wrote before just want you to know whats on my mind today...so today you amaze me, everything about you...you are so incredibly beautiful there are times that I just can't believe you are mine...you have the most curious little brain....I swear you ask me 8000 questions a day and that is a low ball estimate...I apologize for not always being patient with those questions but one day when a little person is asking you...what comes after winter (spring) what comes after spring (summer) and so on and so forth (by the way you know all the seasons in order) you might understand...You are funny you already have great comedic timing and the most adorable little smirk when you know you just said something a little naughty but hilarious...you love with your whole little heart...which scares me for you because I know what that feels like and sometimes it isn't fun but I promise little one it's so worth it!! You can always see what you are thinking on your beautiful little face (and you know it) your "you just hurt my feelings" face could break most hearts...hahahaha you also know that....you can already write an I and can spell your name if asked...you are so smart don't ever quit asking or learning you have a gift you are like a little sponge just wanting to soak everything up around you...you have a great memory sometimes to my dismay once we were at Target (you told me the other day there were 2 Ts in that word as we walked up to it) and I was putting the buggie away in those outside racks and I said "I'll just leave you here" I was kidding totally kidding but still to this day you say "You aren't going to leave me here right" and I feel like a jerk all over again....You make sure you give hugs and kisses before anyone leaves and are the first one to check on someone if they are upset....on the other hand you are probably the first one to throw a punch or a toy as well...it's ok we are emotional people little one don't ever apologize for that either the people who love you will love you for it!!  You are my tomboy in a Tutu one of my favorite pics of you this year you are stomping around the farm in your cowboy boots Tutu and a magic wand...I hope I can always hear your sweet little voice just how it sounds right now even when that sweet little mouth says not so sweet things....you are stubborn, not quite as fun of a quality but it's nice to know I won't have to worry about you as much you will stand your ground....I wish some how I could get into words how much I love you...but there aren't words for that it's a feeling I can't explain to you but it's there where ever you are and whatever you become I'm your biggest fan...one day you'll get it and you'll call me and apologize for being a brat (thats what I did on this night three years ago I called my mom and apologized because I knew she looked at me like I look at you) You are my everything sweet girl and you also happen to be the coolest three year old I know....you love batman right now it's hysterical you even had a batman birthday party....not what I would've picked for my beautiful little girl...but I love it!! You are so special Isabella always remember Mommy loves you bigger than the sky!!!