Bitter Sweet

Mac found out to day that he's is going to be getting the job that he's really wanted. The only sad part is now it's real that he's leaving again. Don't get me wrong I'm very excited for him and I know that it will all be fine and work out. It's just a little hard to think about being apart again. Its such a strange feeling...I'm so conflicted....I'm proud of him for going after what he wants and getting it.....there is a little part of me that just wants him to be home at night. Thankfully he will be home in time for baby, but then "our" time will really be cut down because it's going to be so busy around here. I'm sure it will all work out...